Abuse

Abuse

skin me
bash me
abuse me
bruise me

I want to feel you
I want to know you're here
Your intentions must be clear

so

scratch me
bite me
maul me
ravish me
in every sense of the word

my blood is kerosine
it runs
your finders are matches
our mingling sweat
is our oxygen escaping

i always forget to breathe
when i'm around you

so

nail my hands
to the headboard
hold me down
flog me
lick my wounds

anesthesize me
do what you will

crucify me
you Jew
you Roman
you lion-slaying pagan god
give an explanation/try to justify this natural phenomenon

choose the myth
that best fits your reality
make me believe in your nonsense

bark at me
cut my lower lip
break my fingers until they're shaped like elipses

stain me
steal my saintlyness away
whisper blasphemies
to my pores while i sleep

i never sleep

i am Jesus
you are Satan
this is the romance
of the spirit world
ghosts who walk
through each other
everytime they try
to embrace (our
hopelessness)

so we burn

so many eyes
the full moon is watching
can you hear the wolves howl?

stalk me like your prey
you predator
you alfa male
you depressed
and emaciated sadist
mutter a prayer
to something, somewhere
i hear bits and pieces
as you lean down to
nibble off my ear

i am bits and pieces
you have come to cauterize me

collide
two supernovas
swallowing each other
inside-out into blackhole
don't stop swallowing
till i die

you own those stars
but the moon owns you

i never feel
i don't understand anything but pain


hurt me